I’ve thought about it, and I think honesty is just always the best policy.
Over the last week, I’ve had to set boundaries about what I can and can’t take around me. And because of this, Chef has to leave our home. I still love him very much, but the pain of what is going on is too much for me to deal with on a daily basis, and so I’m having to liquidate the things in my home so that I can move back to Texas and start again. I don’t own much, so it shouldn’t take long.
Please don’t think less of Chef or me. In the end, maybe God has a solution in mind, and maybe this is just a part of it. But lately, we don’t bring out the best in each other…only the worst. And while true love actually still exists, it really isn’t enough. Love is about putting someone else’s needs above your wants, and lately priorities have just gotten mixed up.
Please pray for me, and for Chef, and for my poor children.